D Press ~1999~ Sebastopol
Cover art by Claude Smith
for Belle Randall
Methought I was—there is no man can tell what. Methought I was and methought I had—but man is but a patched fool if he will offer to say what methought I had.
—Midsummer's Night Dream
Syntactic order brackets
but this should not prevent us
from holding hands
prevented him when asked
categories from non-
conditions, he replied
O, potato chip
prime mover of palatability
bugaboo to step on in the dark
cosmic potato of parabolic curves
let me lick your salty thighs
X/Son of Lucifer
bringer of fire
Whether it is a potato or not
I do not know or not know
care or not care
for, for sure, it will resemble
When asked what
prevented the potato chip
metamorphosis when injest-
Birds of calm
rest on the charmed wave
for Carolyn Kiser
A stick figure, I open my mouth—
two swallows spin out.
THE COLOR WHITE
for Bob Kaufman
Salt, snow, endless abomunisms—
my sheets before Lorca.
Pounds of eloquence and giant imagists, poetry can be very boring. Denise Levertov & Robert Bly argue in the Captain's tower.
GIVE ME FAG VOMIT
under the stars
where the Axis
(no, they don't ask us)
and the Allies
(of course, it's all lies)
create a suction,
in the ice box.
You can see
in the dawn's early light
his dong is long
past the pull date.
LBJ keeps poking the obvious member of the sleeping dragon of the Orient because, for the life of US, he doesn't know who he wants to invite to his barbecue. Old presidents don't die; they just bloat up.
HE WHO LISTS TO HUNT
what can I say?
I saw them climb
I called my friend, and
he gave no answer.
I entreated him with
Once Caesar crossed the Rubicon, he never looked back. Part of the legend is we kidnapped Robert Duncan. We made it as far as Vancouver on his Master Card. The army still lives off the ransom.
Genesis V 27, his days
were nine hundred sixty and nine years.
Forlorn is foul
brighter than his
He returns and returns
and returns again.
Lambmines in the sand
are not compassionate.
Lu, I would remake the whole universe for you if I could, but the ghosts are hostile. I'm afraid they've dug in and have lots of ammo.
It's all the same war. The generals just fade in and out. Beware of the sharp explodings.
read lankmines for lambmines
read lampmines for lankmines
read limpmines for lampmines
read linkmines for limpmines
read lessmines for linkmines
read lostmines for lessmines
In the early morning wind—
Diamonds and Wild Cherries
Re form—the same extension which constitues a body constitues space. Re content—a life lived with respect to mistakers, a jest of meaning. A joust
TRAINS THAT COULD
To cloud to tree to wind to T.V.
Watusi wa tu
I see two
Watusis in tutus.
Stopping the troop trains, it was a bad day in Berkeley. Some of it was subtle. Some of it was gross. All of it was ugly.
even though everyone else is wearing
their cap backwards in Military Sci
I focus and try to keep my sights steady
This will be the only appearance of Oliver North in the poem. His escape is forwards.
This is how it is, Sir—
Sack and burn,
Rape and pillage,
Every town and every village.
Clausewitz was right—war should not be left to the Generals.
O, THE HELLS RING OUT
Noriega's sentence reduced 10 years
British jets hit Iraq
Ugandan troops kill 15 Hutu rebels
Record Warmth triggers coral die-off
Three Serbs slain by Kosovo rebels
74 million saw Lewinsky on TV
I was sitting on the beach.
The sun was just setting,
and up walks this gal who says,
"You have a beautiful shape."
Goodbye ceps. This is a story Lu told me. He said he asked her name, and she said it was "Showers," and he thought it best to pass.
The count, and how to count the count—who do these numbers refer to?
WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION
The Fookers were revved all night,
with their canisters of mustard gas.
Pour Apollonair was a face cream frantically sought in boutiques in Paris under the Vichy government in that war. These Fookers are Messerschmitts.
to the wall up my face down the river
running rapids without a paddle
hallway filled with fading portraits
in the shadows of the corners
I begin to see things begin to move
damn piss scream belch barf
down the road I walk with a sign
NO U TURN with a bottle of scotch
and my brains in my hands
you cut yourself and saw worlds within
worlds within worlds
A lifetime under house arrest. Outside I hear the keys of my executioners jingle. If you wear a blindfold, does the firing squad exist?
HERMES ON HIS ROUNDS
rain hail snow wind
blow down books blood
banks banker's daughters
sweet stain coming soon
sooner than the rain
hail snow wind
help hang hold
words zing in my head
flowers tremble at my feet
can't keep my seat—indebt
pay the rent the car to split
fish man star
this is an old tale story rhyme
line dance tune
the mind in tune to this
NUMBED BY THE RAYS
of things which are dimensions
which are worlds
—not rational, eats worms, tastes musty—
LIFE, LOVE— my honeyed breast
my hairy ass.
Ghosts in my closet.
My mind is haunted.
"Seven for the seven bright shiners, six for the six
proud walkers, five for the Pentecostal, four for
the gospel makers..."
"Stop it, or I'm going to kick you in the teeth,"
shouts a spook from the closet.
"...one is one and all alone."
Back in the hole I eat canned peas, instant mashed potatoes, and mystery meat. Illuminated by a low watt bulb in a cage, that's me, naked on a rough mattress.
I press you to my heart,
We sit in the light of God's golem eye
sampling images by Miro, Tapies, Picasso,
and Mary Smith.
She has such impact—her vibe, her energy!
Liable to go off at the slightest provocation.
Buster Keaton created mistakes. His mistakes worshipped him as their greatest leader. 1927—hard to believe things could get so out of control that quickly. The General is a mess.
those damn lines
and all this blank space—
a place with no one in it
and nothing below the surface
nothing above the surface
and nothing on the surface
but a white rabbit.
One way to liberate the lovers from syntactic-semantic relationships is to encourage them not to sleep between the lines.
NOT ANYTHING REAL
I dreamt you entered my tent
high on a ridge above a clear-cut.
I thought you'd come, and I came—
but you were only the moon—and I came.
I told this to my Theosophy Club,
but they didn't think it was mystical
and were a little shocked. All it was is
I am filled as I am emptied.
The Grail is not the cup Christ drank from, but the serving plate from the Last Supper. It is shaped like an eye, a fish, a vulva, and is the geometrical form of Pi, the relationship of a radius to the circumference of a circle, which can be revealed by two overlapping circles whose perimeters intersect one another's centers.
I see a birdman very rigid, very freaked.
I see a bison also stiff,
the left foot turned so the cleft is seen—eyes, nose, thighs, toes speak to me.
There is a break in the shaft.
There are breaks in the staff and dart.
Flickering torchlight and psilocybe—
best I omit the Cro-Magnon ceremonies.
Whether it is argued the proportional harmonies revealed in the Well Scene were arrived at intuitively or intentionally, the diagrams dispel the notion of a haphazard or awkward placement of the figures in the composition. With God's cosmic dick out in the conversation, His will and testicle on the tongue is revealed in golden section two of the forth part of the first part.
WORN TO A PHRASL
Blake had tea with me in the garden
behind Willow Wood Cafe, and I asked, "What is there where imagelessness prevails?"
He told me, "Whereas some cosmoses are being transformed and some cosMoses transfigured, whereas Peter Max paints on public transit, some metamorphosis continues."
"How is this possible," said I, "where
there is no imagination?"
"Well," he replied, "On the Day of Creation—
The sun was high in the heavens at mid-second light while we talked and drank our Wuli Oolong. The day was a cup of poetry.
I am that woman despised
by all other women
and most desired by men.
I am tormented
by the hostile sex
that saturates me.
There are days and days
when I feel ugly,
and no one likes me.
You say that within
a golden goddess sleeps,
although I am forbidden to see
anything but under ground.
Unfolding with Spring,
I yearn for whoever
can understand my pain.
SECRETS OF THE OVAL ORIFACE
Yes, oh, yes, yes, yes, yes,
this must stop—my soul is dark,
and it's flowers are nightshade and wolfbane.
We must put this behind us and get back to work.
Damn the sun and its flowers.
Damn the glass eye of the moon.
Damn my weakness and this heavy hour.
My heart quakes. Thank God, it's Friday.
This is a transcription of a tape recorded by Linda Tripp. Nothing was ever made of it because the events in Dallas superseded this situation in importance. Camelot is now a wispy memory.
BILLY MEETS THE CANYON SPIRIT
Dawn of the manicured fingertips.
Billy swallows a handful of peyote
and pulls himself out of bed
and away from the warm señorita.
He walks up an arroyo and into a canyon
a mile from his hut. The spirit of a bullet
ricocheting. There is the hiss of cymbals.
Billy's hand trembles in the fake landscape.
He blazes away with his Peacemaker.
He fires six rounds. Reloads. Fires.
He shoots bushes, rocks, holes in the ground.
He shoots bullets at bullets in the hot air.
Billy the Kid shooting in the chaparral,
he outdraws his shadow.
Billy's in the closet checking out his arsenal,
trying on different outfits—
A Colt Anaconda and Colt Python
to crossdraw under a frock coat
A Browning Buck Mark with scope
and a Walther for backup with backstrap
A Smith & Wesson Model 640
with a Kahr micro 9 in patent leather
The Para-Ord double-action l4 shot .45
The Bland .577—the ultimate manstopper,
Your fresh face.
Marc, I dug your article on Rebel Angels, reminding me of Blake's Your Heaven gate might be my Hell door. Hard to know which way the angels blow in these poetry wars. So many confused flags.
The first trickster said, nothing lasts.
Or was it—you can't cross
the same beach twice—or once,
for that matter.
This morning I couldn't open my eyes.
Poured in a dose of sulfate and alcohol,
and they opened like the doors to a tomb.
When I closed the lids, a grating sound.
Here half my days gone and my light nearly spent.
Blindness, a deductible expenditure.
Some consolation that.
PHANTOMS OF THE FAYUM
I see a man with two birds in one hand and
a snake in the other, walking upon a
bridge above fishes
I see a woman in the background
I see flowers like bird tails
There's a butterfly landing on the man's foot
The butterfly is larger than the man's foot
The man is broken like the land
kThe woman looks the same as the man
Who was kThe? His wife? She wears a diaphanous gown, carries an Ankh, and has a dildo on her head. The naked, kneeling figure between his legs must be a servant. He beats the bush with a stick that resembles a snake. It is a boat made of rushes and not a bridge. A cat in the papyrus is trying to swallow a duck.
HEAR THEM BUZZZ
With the gums gone the
words within words, no kidding,
the birds chatting with other birds,
are barely heard.
And though the nose is
green and blue,
it's much too hot to twitch.
Stirs except a blue-bottle fly.
The eye IN my head
sees me coming toward the river,
and a sound says,
"I will die outside your window."
Two rivers—the River Styx and the other one, I can't remember, the Russian, maybe. You get embalmed, and there's no place to go to piss to scream. If you follow me into the Underworld, be sure to bring two coins and two sandwiches.
THE WART CANNOT BE COERCED
OE dott, head of a boil
a small lump, clot 1570
a minute speck, spot, mark 1674
roundish mark made with a pen 1748
It was not the act
by which a dot is made until 1858.
Poets knew it
(knew (i)t) little
i, knewt, no
(tat, tit for tat)ed
knit (knew) it
dotted it down.
Who was busy being born and who busy dying? What were people reading? What wars were being fought? At this time a dot was a woman's marriage portion, of which the annual income was under her husband's control. James Buchanan was president.
MAYBE A MAIDEN
Hard to know.
She lives alone in a castle on a hill
with a garden of shrubs shaped like dogs.
Poodles, beagles, dobbermen.
In the second light, she sits by the window
feeding birds. Surely, they are nightingales.
No one is ever seen in the garden,
yet the shrubs stay shapely and tasteful.
Strange, her mode of life,
desiring nothing, to be left to herself
in a topiary garden, desiring nothing. Quite weird, really.
These peculiar settings and puzzling people, it's enough to make me cry, "That's it—let there be fire in the sea, earthquakes, hailstorms, avalanche. Let the sky open and the gods ejaculate."
O, wild bubbling brook
in this forest among the ferns,
naked to the sky and the flowers
and the animals that drink you,
Your sweet liquid, so pure,
rising to my lips is purer by far
than time or the rambling
of this wooden-worded line.
A knight in rented armor (in dented amor) having shed tears and blood and spilt his seed in foreign hands pauses for refreshment before continuing his quest.
O, Joker. Humorous in all situations.
The center of the pack—the hero
of transformation, an innocent fool.
He has frightening brightness in the eyes.
He laughs his bright laughter, and like
Stan Laurel does something unexpected.
Entranced by a few drops of blood
on the breast of a seagull in a parking lot
he shoots a half-court basket without looking.
Half a mind. Half a question. Half a deal.
Dotters, granddotters, and great granddotters of President Polk—a dot in her story, pinning the head on the dotting Old Fool.
RISKING THE BOUNDARIES
There's somewhere I want to go,
and so I cruise the limits of the visible.
I feel the barrier, weird yet familiar
to my touch—is this a warning?
A car burns beside the road
where I meet the guardians of the way,
an old woman throwing bones in the dust,
a young man rolling stones on a board.
"Who are you?" he asks, "Elven queen,
white witch, she who has trouble
making up her mind?" If I pass, I know
I cannot return, but what more can I loose?
The wind carries me—I change.
I have no eyes. I have no sex.
I dance to the rhythm of the stars,
a dance that is older than love.
TESTAMENT OF A GHOSTMAN
Outside the Steppenwolf,
I finish off the wine.
An alley. On the wall
are words by madmen.
Pandhandle a turkey san
from the grotto,
hike up University
and crash in the bushes.
I awake with fingers
in my pockets, roll
into Strawberry Creek—
up the bank and to the tracks.
As light illumines the bay,
"Hey, man, let's smear that queer."
Feet, do your thing.
Actually, it's California.
"When you get there," Theo says,
"they cut off your head."
Big Jim, Tonto, and the Maskedman
stripped to their pivot joints
and wrapped in white paper and scotch tape.
These are torture hats, and they're suffering
burning brands to subdue their wills.
Theo is getting at the truth.
"All right," I say, "pick up this stuff."
Theo, "But I want to save this torture stuff."
"Here, put it in this torture baggie."
Something Elizabeth noticed about boys playing with dolls—it's a short time and there are arms and legs missing. Of course, this gives a touch of realism to the battle scenes. I find a place in my funk assemblage for these parts. Theo assisting, we create a kind of art havoc. Torn tissue and shellac.
MERLIN CREEPING ABOUT
Usually they meet in the woods
for dark, secret conduct
in the frenzy of the moment.
I see them often, and I remain
hidden—not that I need the titillation,
but it's OK under the circumstances.
So much power in a secret—
yes, I too come to the woods
for dark, secret conduct.
I was locked up in Alameda County Jail. The ghosts thought I had come to liberate them. They wanted better shit to eat, and they believed my lambmine was the Holy Grail.
Lovers abide their time
in uninterrupted bliss.
hovering above the steep hills
Nature molds a new day
from filmy vapors and dissolves
the confusion of joy and pain.
in the lake
I KNOW A PLACE
for Robert C.
I attended him as he spoke,
his logic like a rapier, bent
in with a twist, then out,
phenomena trailing from my wound.
Jack, he said,
which is not my name,
the next tournament
won't be held in Berkeley.
Berkeley is too bizarre.
Better Oakland, it was
noted for savage eucalyptus
and wild animal life
long before there was road rage, let's
drive to Mel's for cokes and fries.
STARS AND TIME
on the stones
in the trees
to the stars
Nothing analytical here. I spent the day painting a nude; she complained of cramps, but I explained she had to hold the pose. Models don't know what they are.
Genesis V 27, his days
were nine hundred sixty and nine years.
Forlorn is foul
brighter than his
He returns and returns
and returns again.
Landmines in the sand
are not compassionate.
Lu, I would remake the whole universe for you if I could, but the ghosts are hostile. I'm afraid they're dug in and have lots of ammo. It's all the same war. The generals just fade in and out. Beware of the sharp explodings.
rain on window
right on time
reading the Gideon Bible
news that stays news
and now Paul Harvey
with the rest of the story
LATE KNIGHT ON THE GOLDEN GATE
in memory of Frank Kennedy
You were AWOL.
We'd been out all night
driving about, drinking stout.
You wanted to cruise the bridge,
and we said we'd pick you up
on the Marin side, Jerry and Jim and I.
They must have thought you suspicious,
two Highway Patrolmen—you freaked
and leaped into the fog.
The hill seemed closer than it was—
200 feet down, you were agog
when you landed in the muck on your ass.
Man, you were a true stand-up.
Before you ceased to breathe, you said
"It only hurts when I fart."
NO VISIBLE MEANS OF SUPPORT
from Ketchikan I wrote
Life is a backdrop
the first house governs the body
the next, phenomena
Death, Sex—to die is to come
has been defined
as a long, highly complex molecule
from Ketchikan I wrote
Love is a prop
The poet objectively considers his materials, his words as energy-vortex (nouns = verbs), and so the book becomes concrete. This principle operates in the Hammurabian Code and the calligraphy of Medieval manuscripts.
LEARNING NEW WORDS
"Hey, Dad, what does this say?"
I look at the magnetic letters on the fridge.
"Naw, it says FUCKMOUSE, doesn't it?"
"That begins with an F."
"What does a F look like?"
"An E without the bottom leg."
"There is no F."
"Let it stand as is. Now, off to bed."
"How about a short poem, tonight, Dad?"
Yes, how about it.
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