LETTER TO SITO IN TIME OF WAR
D-PRESS
SEBASTOPOL 1998
Cover collage by Luis Garcia




LETTER TO SITO IN TIME OF WAR


we find
ourselves
in a new
world
speaking
an old
language

we speak
of beauty
and feelings
while the
machines
blast
the birds
from our
hearts

watch
the words
hear
the howl
come
to the ear
eye
nose
lip

scream
at the
dichotomy
of the
comma—
a dream
an illusion
how time
passes


dinosaurs
dance off
the map
where you
and I sit
drinking
coffee

we hold
down
this loose
end
of the
universe
feeling
at home
in the smoke
.

it begins
like this

and ends
like this

and continues

.

in the
beginning
it was

done on
a blank
page—

white
on
white

on the
day of
creation

.

hear
here

is a bird
in the
window

is a bee
a flower

a garden
in the
mind

.

dilute the
potion

pour in
water
with the
hemlock

open the
windows

look for
patterns
in this
dream

.

a new
dimension?
shaped
words,
canvases
of space

song
bird

word
word

heard
third

.

we are
running
we are
mad

the stars
point out
the way

we are
naked

we are
free

there are
flowers on
the path

.

I was
told

I was
shown

it was
pointed out—

the narrow path
the word's wisdom

.

so
intricate

so
complex

so amazing

the dead
leaves

on the
sidewalk

the dog
barking

the man
scratching

.

what's out
side is
within

is there
emptiness
without
awareness?

.

word

wise
will

word

weed
worm

word

were
wood

word

weld
wink

word

wild
wing

word

wall
war

.

construct
something
out of
clay
dirt

obscene
words
in the
wash
room
stall

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no time
not place
no mind


for it—
it is
a dark
sentence,
a joke on
the wall

.

island
city

one can
loose

oneself
in any

pattern
any tree

star
cloud

mountain
field

.

a problem today
is to put down
the black-white
marble of mind

draw a circle
take your shot
feed daffodils
to crocodiles


there
is a
cemetery

in the
heart
tombstoned

we look
for it
the door

that
opens
onto

gardens
and
graveyards

there
are stars
in the
branches
of the
tree

all the
windows
of the

moon
open and
close


the count
and how
to count
the count

.

how is it
sir?

how
is it?

it is
how
it is

is
how
it
is

down
that
road

soften
it up

how
it
sir


Spring
do not

mistake
me for

a flower
or a tree

Death
knows

there's
music

in the
air



SONG


the president of the univers-
ity Ph.D LL.D
acting in good faith
opened the key to symbols
and saw

the new requirements
applicable to persons
not embarked
are shown in circles

Do Not Fold, Bend
Stipple or Mutilate

Beware of kindergartens
early elements
exceptional
specialized
adults
credentials
supervision

TEXTBOOKS
MAPS
IRS REGULATIONS

under the current regulations
peace and gladness
cannot be deducted



PATTERNS


look at the numbers
Kant 478a-79d
there is beauty in moral order
and Bacon who should
be in Everyman's Library
knew Augustine confessed

I have a friend who says
there are 3 principles
the good, the bad
and that whichisneither
good nor bad

as for the whichisneither
my friend told me to stop
smoking, which changed my life
because I do smoke 2 to 3 packs

I write this sitting
on a Persian rug
listening to a harpsichord
on a Victrola play
Partia #2 in C Minor
Schmieder 826

478 79 3 2 2 2 826
in the bottom of the 9th



TALE


an ancient tale
of a river
that fell in love
with a maiden

my soul stretches as a river
and your image is reflected
deeply, quietly

blue eyes and bright face
kind, calm
a fresh flower on a spring day

when the image is lost
my soul
floods with despair



A BOOK ENTITLED


when you die we will plant you
beneath the magic mushrooms

they will grow lush and perfect

on a night with a full moon
you will hear them cry out
to be gathered

eebee
eebee
ooooo

eebee
eebee
ooooo

Listen!
Prepare the Jell-O!
Light the sofa!



VISION


my vision of a fish
brown with a yellow streak
and an amorphous red eye
encircled by a river
has fused with the dead cat
in the gutter I sent
to heaven with flower-stars



SPACED


Time stopped—
and like the drool
on the lip of an idiot

I hung over the abyss
looking inward
amazed



YES


o yes
read first

by all means—

now, a
string of DNA
floats

having
come unstrung
from its coil

o yes
I keep a
loose vowel



MY POEMS


Who said it
wasn't just
sound, Gail?

You just
happened
to come

On a night
when I've
lost all

Of my poems.



A TEST


don't leave
it's more clear

goodnight
goodnight
tomorrow
tomorrow

a test
a visa

to Mexico
to Africa

golden leaves
in earthenware
in the sun



ELIZABETH SAYS


I get that feeling
you get in your nose
when you eat ice cream
in my eyes when I hear
the sound of the needle
at the end of the record
like a mouse eating crackers



DEAR MOM


a god
just
passed
a win-
dow
The
Lion's
Mouth
"That's hard,"
Lu said.

I quickly
jumped.



A BRAMAVITS SITS ON THE HEAD
OF A NEO-CLASSICIST
        for Wolfman & the Big X


3 out of 4 hippies aren't

badminton
mushrooms
mungbeans
moonbeams

sitting in Kip's
with a book and a burger
my valves are loose
and my chains clank



ODE TO GRAHAM CRACKERS


GRAY
HAM

AND
peanut butter

sliced pickles
and
peanut brittle

take another toke

cherry pie
on rye



27½ BEFORE 3


close to a
symbol stupor

do not listen
unless you know
what you are doing

we must be careful
when filling special
dietary needs

beware of toxic chemicals
beware of toxic poetry



TAXMAN


clanking chains
electronic brains
a harpsichord?
no, a cowbell

there are two angels
one records and the other
dictates

listen to the hum
take a cosmic breath
relax, man, Hell is hung
with pretty pictures

listen to the sitar
Indian hard-bop twisted
on the frame of a fugue

sit and listen
as it tears your soul from you



LINE DRIVE


ami
ma moo
ami
ma moo

         that's a train
         we go on that train
         yes, we go on that
train

power steering batting average
power steering batting average

stop.

I cannot ignore
certainly not dismiss
Anulios



AGUSTUS TURNS IN HIS TOMB


bottom of the 13th
Willie faces the left-hander
2 for 5
homerun for the 9th
                  Overcast has blown away
in the next room
a sewing machine whrrrs
draining the power
                           Static
fast ball hit into right
for a base
         The mood shifts
LeFever is up

Why is the spectacular held
in San Francisco
when the riots are in L.A.?



OUT OF THE PARK


apparently
I did not understand

when He spoke of the grain
which is the symbol of man

looking to the burial of the seed
its death and resurrection

I want mustard on my hotdog



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